Dude, los sientos, Albeeno. I know it's a platitude; so I apologize, but there is truth to it and that is "Cars are replaceable, people aren't". Try to find solace in your own health. I know it sucks now. But in a few years, you'll have a good story and sounds like good memories of the old gal. I've killed one of my cars too. It was an interesting ride. Got it running again, but not road worthy before the wifey's ultimatum.

Good luck dude.