well I think hospitals are just glorified dog and pony shows for high priced education. hahaha.


got my headers in last night, I'm feeling the stress of it today haha, my little old body can't climb and reach, and twist like a I was 18.

Sequential lights go in tonight

I first went to the normal doctor and he had me do some X-rays and an EKG, but everything came up negative. I think the issue is we have heart problems on both sides of my family. My parental Great-Grandfather died at the age of 43 from a heart attack, my cousin on my maternal side has a problem with irregular heart beats. I've got Diabetes, High Blood Pressure, Heart Disease, Cancer, and a variety of other problems in my family on top of the fact that the family has severe alcoholism, nuclear hot tempers, and are mistaken for human garbage disposals, so I guess we're all ticking time bombs in my family. Though I try to take care of myself in working out and I on principal stay as far away from alcohol as humanly possible and thusly have never been drunk nor anywhere close to it.